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Name: Maggie Country: United States State: Texas Birthday: 9/6/1983 Gender: Female
Interests: Beauty, in all its forms. Expertise: Life. Yes, I've got it figured out. Ask me about it. Occupation: Education/training
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| I'm leaving for Europe in two and a half weeks. I think I'm out of my mind. Myself and my dear friend Heidi bought our tickets on Monday, we will be gone for a month, we have nothing more than a basic itinerary, we have a below-the-poverty-line budget, and we speak no European languages (Latin is not as useful as one might think when trying to communicate with locals in Spain, France, and Italy...Thai, even less so). But, one has to grab at these opportunities when one has the chance (or, in an attempt to derive some usefulness from the Latin language, "carpe diem"). So, I am going to Europe for a month. How do I feel about this? I am enraptured, of course. There is something about Europe that connects to a part of me that entirely neglected here in the USofA. The architecture inlaid with history, the streets ablaze with diversity, the corridors steeped in thought, the sidewalks cafes full of life. There is a wealth of wisdom to be gained by walking amongst people and places so tightly bound to their past, so content to live in the moment, and so eagerly straining toward the future. In America we seem to be missing two out of these three. Oh, we are very good at straining toward the future. I don't think anyone would argue with that. But we seem to think that we can't move forward if we choose to embrace our past and if we delight in our present. I would argue that we are wrong. Regardless, I look forward to breathing the air of Europe. I find that, no matter how hard I try to avoid it, I so easily become caught up in my little world. The minute dramas, frustrations, pleasures, and challenges grow enormous under constant attention until they consume all of me. Every so often I must force my head above water, take a look around, and put my little world with all its complexities back in perspective. This is not to belittle my life, it is simply refreshing to be reminded that there is so much more. There are bigger issues, more ways to look at things, and many more things to learn. I also look forward to spending time with Heidi, who is a constant source of wisdom and encouragement to me. I am also a little apprehensive. I have done my share of traveling, but I have always gone to a specific place, usually with a specific plan or objective in mind. This time things are much more tentative. It will all come together, I am sure, but facing so many questions and possibilities is a bit daunting. Then, of course, there is the issue of budget, which will require us to be far more creative than many European travelers. But I always like a challenge. However, what concerns me the most is how sad I will be to leave my home for a month. I have always been very restless. I rarely get attached to places and, I must admit, people. Independent to a fault, I have often taken the beauty and wonder of friendship, of community, of home for granted. However, over the past year or two, through a series of humbling and often painful lessons, I am at last beginning to learn the value of community and the beauty of dependency. And instead of feeling terrified of being trapped or tied down to one place, I feel extraordinarily happy and blessed to be precicely where I am surrounded by incredible family and friends who love me. And, after about six months of wondering whether anywhere on this earth would ever feel like home again, I can finally rejoice that, for now, I have a home. Yes, as sentimental as it sounds, I will only be gone for a month and I will have a marvelous time, but I am fairly certain that I will be genuinely homesick for the first time. | | |
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- Credo in unum Deum, Patrem omnipotentem,
- factorem caeli et terrae, visibilium omnium et invisibilium.
- Et in unum Dominum Iesum Christum,
- Filium Dei unigenitum, et ex Patre natum ante omnia saecula.
- Deum de Deo,
- Lumen de Lumine,
- Deum verum de Deo vero,
- genitum, non factum, consubstantialem Patri;
- per quem omnia facta sunt.
- Qui propter nos homines et propter nostram salutem descendit de caelis.
- Et incarnatus est de Spiritu Sancto ex Maria Virgine, et homo factus est.
- Crucifixus etiam pro nobis sub Pontio Pilato, passus et sepultus est,
- et resurrexit tertia die, secundum Scripturas,
- et ascendit in caelum, sedet ad dexteram Patris.
- Et iterum venturus est cum gloria, iudicare vivos et mortuos,
- Cuius regni non erit finis;
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- I believe in one God, the Father Almighty
- Maker of heaven and earth, and of all things visible and invisible
- And in one Lord Jesus Christ,
- the only-begotten Son of God, begotten of the Father before all worlds;
- God of God, Light of Light, very [true] God of very [true] God;
- begotten, not made, being of one substance with the Father,
- by Whom all things were made;
- Who for us men and for our salvation came down from Heaven, and became man.
- and was incarnate by the Holy Ghost of the Virgin Mary, and was made man:
- And was crucified also for us under Pontius Pilate; he suffered and was buried:
- And the third day he rose again according to the Scriptures:
- And ascended into Heaven, and sitteth on the right hand of the Father:
- And he shall come again, with glory, to judge both the living and the dead:
- Whose Kingdom will have no end.
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| Last week I decided it was high time I invested in a new digital camera. The enormous silver box bearing the prestigious initials "HP" that has been my photographic companion for the past five or six years is past its prime and ready to retire. It was time to find a younger sprier replacement. Little did I suspect what an incredible test this would be of my decision making skills. First of all, anyone who has ever shopped for a digital camera will tell you that there are a ridiculous amount of options available. I tried to do a little research before I set out on my quest, reading up on recent reviews. Unfortunately every review is relative to what you want out of a camera. After browsing a handful of websites trying to track down the perfect camera, I gave up the online portion of my investigation and decided to hit the stores. It took me a couple of failures before I realized my own stupidity and decided to head to the one place a person should obviously go to find the best selection of digital cameras: a camera shop. Namely, Wolf Cameras.
Now, in my journey to find the perfect camera I have learned many hidden secrets of the camera world. For example, did you know that mega pixels really make very little difference in a digital camera. It's true. Companies always advertise by spouting off an ever-increasing number of mega pixels their particular camera offers. Don't be deceived. In reality, a photograph taken with a 6MP camera looks much the same as a photograph taken with a 3MP camera. Unless you are going to blow up a picture to a gargantuan size (and I do mean gargantuan) then there is really no reason why anyone would need more than a 3 or 4 megapixel camera. Also, just because a name is famous in the camera industry does not mean everything they make is fabulous. For example, Nikon makes fabulous high end cameras. It's their specialty. However their low end, amateur, easy-to-use cameras are not that great.
So I asked the friendly camera-informed guy behind the counter which make or model he would recommend, giving him a list of some of the things I was looking for and what I would like to spend. He turned around, pulled a small unassuming camera off the shelf, and handed it to me. This should do the trick, he told me. It's a simple camera, has all of the options you could possibly want, and takes great pictures. Oh, and it's less that half the price of what you said you were thinking of paying, he happened to add. The reason for the low cost? Well, it's not one of the sleek, micro-thin cameras people are willing to pay big money for. Plus, it only has 4.1 mega pixels (see above debunk of the mega pixel myth). Oh, and it has a small view screen, which is apparently unpopular. What did I care? I was tired of looking and this was a great deal. I bought it with full assurances that I could return it in thirty days if I wasn't happy with it, waved goodbye to the girl who was looking for a telephoto lens in order to stalk people (different story), and took my new friend home to play. And so, the story has a happy ending. I am enjoying my new friend and I'm pretty sure I'm going to keep him. I haven't named it yet, but I am already falling in love. To show off some of his work, I'm attaching a random picture I took this evening.
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Good idea... Going to see Stephen Kellogg and Matt Wertz in concert.
Bad idea... Going to see Stephen Kellogg and Matt Wertz in concert and having to get up and teach school the next morning.
Good idea... Going to see the Houston Ballet
Bad idea... Driving from Fort Worth to Houston and back in one day in order to see the Houston Ballet, knowing full well that you will be way behind in work and exhausted the next day. (But it was still worth it)
Good idea... Nannying for three sweet kids so that their parents can go out of town.
Bad idea... Nannying during the week so that I have to help with homework, go to soccer practice, make sure lunches are packed, and get kids up on time, all while trying to get caught up with work.
Good idea... Passing out contracts to teachers for the next school year.
Bad idea... Passing out contracts to teachers for the next school year during the roughest part of this school year.
Good idea... Reading "Maggie: A Girl of the Streets" in my high school American literature class. (Stephen Crane is brilliant)
Bad idea... Reading "Maggie: A Girl of the Streets" aloud in my high school American literature class when there are fourth graders just across the hall. (I've got to remember to shut the door)
Good idea... Weekends
Bad idea... Having to grade a million essays over the weekend.
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| It was a great idea, in theory. My students recently
finished reading Huckleberry Finn and,
as the crowning activity for our study of Mark Twain’s epic novel, we were
going to take a canoe trip down the river. It was going to be a wonderful
opportunity for the girls to experience what life on the river might actually
be like, to get away from the city and contrast nature and civilization, and to
bond as a class. Well, we experienced all this and more.
We arrived at the “put-in” around 9:45am and were met by our
jovial canoe provider, a man named Charles. I believe it suffices to say that
Charles had hair down to his waist, a brown fishing hat, and aviator sun
glasses. He helped us get the canoes down into the river, gave us a few basic
instructions, and handed us a map. The one piece of instruction he reiterated a
dozen times was, “Don’t lose your paddles”. We assured him we would hold onto
our paddles and then cheerfully set out down the river. Actually, myself and
the student with me set out just fine in our canoe, but the other two had a
little trouble. We turned around to see what was keeping them, only to discover
that they were tracing circles through the river with their canoe. We tried to
give them some instructions, but really we just had fun laughing at their
antics. The two of them were just beginning to get the hang of the entire rowing
concept when we hit a bit of a rough patch in the river. It was only a small
rapids, but there were plenty of rocks and the water was moving quickly. My
canoe-mate and I headed toward the right where things looked a little calmer.
When we turned around to check the progress of our companions we were not at
all surprised to see that they had entirely lost control of their canoe and
were being washed into the strongest part of the rapids. Still, the water was
not deep and they looked like they would be fine. But, rather than being washed
back into smoother water, like they hoped, the current pushed their canoe
sideways and straight into a fallen tree. Upon impact they lost control of
their craft and began to tip. It seemed to happen in slow motion. First they
began to tilt to one side, then water began to poor in. Soon the canoe capsized
and they were thrown into the churning river. We were still laughing from the opposite
shore until we saw the head of one girl disappear beneath the surface and
suddenly realized the water was much deeper and much stronger where they were.
She was back above water in less than two seconds but it felt like an eternity.
I could tell, even from the other side of the river, that she was shaken up.
The only thing I knew was that I had to get over to where they were to make
sure no one was hurt. There was no way we could maneuver our canoe to where
they were and we didn’t want to risk tipping another canoe, so I told the
student with me to stay on the bank with the canoe and I stepped into the icy
current and began my attempt at fording the river. As I drew nearer to where
they had fallen in, the water became stronger and the rocks slicker. Before I
knew it, my feet had been washed out from under me and I was suddenly rushing
down river where there was a sudden drop off. I tried to pull my head above
water, but my foot was stuck and I couldn’t get it free. Finally, with the help
of my life vest and a nearby branch, I was able to reach the surface, but my
foot was still entangled. I struggled to free my shoe, but found it impossible.
Finally I managed to pry my foot out of the shoe, but this meant saying goodbye
forever to my shoe. The two bedraggled students and I crawled up the steep bank
and stood there shivering, soaking wet and covered in mud. We laughed that the only thing they had emerged from the river with were the paddles. Thanks, Charles!
The canoe, I soon
found was lodged quite firmly upside-down under a fallen tree. I tried climbing
out on the tree trunk, with my one shoe and one sock covered feet, but there
was no way I could make it that far. Even if I could have made it, the current
was too strong for me to be able to push it out. We had to start making some
decisions as no one was going to be able to rescue us. I shouted to the student
across the river and told her to call Charles and tell him what happened. After
a few minutes she shouted back that all four of us were going to have to get in
one canoe and proceed down the river, another two hours, to the original meeting
place as there was nowhere else he could meet us. The problem was now, how to
get to the canoe or how to get the canoe to us. It was impossible for us to
walk or swim across the river, as I had just discovered and I knew that the
student with the canoe was probably not experienced enough to navigate the
rapids and bring the boat to us. So I told them we would have to walk
downstream a ways until we reached calmer water. I shouted to our friend across
the river that she would have to drag the canoe down river a ways as she was in
very shallow water and there was no way I was going to have her get in the
canoe and risk being washed further downstream and we began our trek along the
shoreline. I don’t think I am exaggerating when I use the word “trek”. We had
to scramble up the steep sloping bank and then back down again. We tried to
walk along a sand bank at one point only to sink in mud up to our knees. Please
try to visualize two seventeen year old girls and me covered in mud and water,
wearing life vests and carrying paddles, and me with only one shoe on hiking
through mud and brush. Finally we made it to a bend in the river. It didn’t
look like the water was going to get any calmer if we continued walking. We
were out of option. I told the student with the canoe that she was going to
have to cross the river on her own. Shouting instructions, I told her to aim
further up stream and straight across so that if she drifted with the current
she might have a better chance of reaching us. Then we prayed and shivered
while we watched her battle the river. She made without a hitch. I was so
proud. The three of us piled into the canoe and I, bedraggled and shaken up by
thoughts of what could have happened, led my soggy class down the river. On the
whole, I must say that it was a good experience. The students learned what Huck’s
life on the river might really have been like, we definitely bonded through the
experience, and I learned that I can be an outdoorswoman when I have to be. | | |
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